| feelin good |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|09:37 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my dorm room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Ms. Wonderful" Chico DeBarge | ] |
Sooo yes its been ages since i've updated...sorry! betweeen workin and everything that went on during the summer i kinda forgot about livejournal but i back at school so there will be plenty of time for me to update and PLENTY to talk about because this semester has already had some interesting moments some that have solved themselves and some that seem to kept unfoldin and confusing the hell out of me and everybody else. BUT thats not the point this morning the point is that im in a really good mood inspite of the fact that its all rainy outside and i have a crazy day and weekend ahead of me. i think it was the movie nite with the roomie. I was so tired and drained last night after MDT and another dance rehearsal but we watch Failure to Launch and i better alot better afterwards. I think i even slept better. BIG shout out to the roomie (lol YAY)- aaaaaaand ms. jessi because she sent me a cute im last night while i was watching the movie and i got it b4 i went to bed. Gotta be thankful for good friends and thats all i'm saying about that one. so i just want to say 2day is gonna be a WONDERFUL DAY AND IM EXPECTING GOOD THINGS!
now im going to study my bell pattern for the practical in music 4 dance...ooh,lol. i love my major. holla! |
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[Jun. 8th, 2006|10:10 pm] |
ohh and by the way how does the government get off takin 81 some dollars out of my check for taxes????????? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
ok im off to heat up the brownies Mama made me and put ice cream over them YUMMY TO MY TUMMY! |
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| time for an update |
[Jun. 8th, 2006|10:09 pm] |
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| |  lazy | ] |
Its been forever since I updated so I thought I’d take the time to let everyone know what I’ve been up 2….well lets see – work work work and more work!! Nah 4real I’ve been workin my butt off so far this summer but its been fun. My motto right now is workin like hell durin the week and livin it up for my weekends. My 1st weekend home was the best was sick and had a funeral but its on the up and up now…wedding, spent a couple nights at G’s, Carowinds, chillin with some old friends. Missed one BIG REUNION with my gyrls but I ain’t goin into that because this is gonna be a good update not me ventin.
Ready for next week to fly by so I can head to the beach with my boo and his fam. Its gonna be lots and lots of fun, I have to go pick up some glasses hahahahaha for the celebration I’ll make sure to take lots and lots of pics so everyone can see me in my “wildin” stage or probably as Sahara. I’m just ready for a week off and some nights out and not going to work. Me, Mika and Precious are all sharing a room…hmm, yea. LOL. But other than that – that’s all that’s goin down in my world. Haven’t started doin anything with my car yet other than getting my front brakes fixed, but that was just needed. Well think this workin gyrl is gonna chill b4 callin it an early night, u just gotta love those 7:30 mornings!!! Yea right the only benefit to that is gettin off at 4:30 and I won’t even get to do that- I still get off at 5:30 and have a weddin rehearsal to do to. That makes #2 and I have like 2 or 3 more to go b4 summer is out. I wonder what that’s all about….can’t be a sign or nothing, haha. |
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[May. 29th, 2006|12:44 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | watch Lax&Order SVU | ] |
i looove my boo! that all i wanted to say really.
carowind was fun- the ride there was a trip, no comments on that haha. but i enjoyed it though and i've decided my boyfriend is just special. i'm really 2 go to the beach with them
gotta make sure that im still off............grr! but im chill right now. but like could get crazy soon
accordin to someone i might be mrs.whitted by next sunday |
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[May. 25th, 2006|11:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Erykah Badu "other side of the game" | ] |
can't sleep...and it sucks, not likin this feelin |
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| back to the drawin board |
[May. 24th, 2006|12:22 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my retreat | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Law & Order SVU | ] |
sooo im too tired to even update my journal- so sad.
i worked 8-5:30 and then i drove to Durham luckily Portia rode with my went to Bling, collected move stuff for Saturday for Tina then drove back. got back home finally at like 11:30 and i feel like i'm about to pass out.
and since i should listen to my body- i am going to pass out and go to sleep. night folks. i'm off tomorrow so maybe i'll give ya a real update. i should because it was an AWESOME weekend with my baby. details tomorrow. night! |
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| 10hr work day |
[May. 16th, 2006|12:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
me again...a much more worked and tired me!
i didn't sit down like i planned on it. since last time i've cleared out my storage area in my retreat, put a floor down in there (yes i put a floor down) and then transfered my stuff i packed up today from the retreat off of G's room. So with all that done I had about a 10hr work day.
i even kept worked while i watched grey's anatomy. tomorrow WILL NOT be like this. im unpack shoes and a few clothes and thats it. i did talk 2 whit today and that was nice.
but i just got out of the shower which the most lovely thing i've done all day- the one i had earlier was just a shower- this was heavenly. i was soo dusty from putting the floor down and the installation it just felt really good. i could have been in there an hour but i didn't want Dad bangin on my bathroom room and ruin it. i'm gonna sleep soo good tonight. i think im crashin on my couch because i have books from storage on my bed and i don't feel like moving them. i think i'm treating myself to a BIG bowl of ice cream then its night night for this chick! |
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| the process... |
[May. 15th, 2006|06:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nas "I Can" | ] |
soo its been a minute since i've updates i know. life was crazy it was the end of the semester so u know how that goes but im home finally (kinda). Bein in Southern Pines is a bittersweet thing. my house is home but Raleigh is home is home now def. not southern pines. im glad to be back with the fam though but that could change in a couple days lol. miss my grandparents like crazy so its good to be close to them now. just gonna miss my boo and with them. my other half is missing
but as far as 2day.....i started unpack! WH0OA!
Mom and Dad had been transportin loads for a couple weeks soo my retreat was filled with bags and books and stuff. I just closed the door when i got home Saturday so i wouldn't have to see it. I spent 5hrs unpacking things and putting some up and others that i only use at school in 2 bins. I unpacked to repack crazy right. but i don't have to go rounding things up in the fall so it works out. i decided im goning to go through my small storage space in my retreat and clear that out then all this college stuff can go in there. but i got a lot done. all if left to do is clothes and shoes which will take about 2days. im gonna go through everything else first and make a few goodwill loads so i have room to put stuff. then i'll start my storage project. i'm soo tired now. thats all i've been doing today. I have everything in one corner in my retreat so i actually can go in there and chill 2night and watch t.v and crash on the couch if need be.
but i have to go fold my whites. i started multi-taskin half way through unpackin today. im washing clothes too. my towels and sheets are all done so thats good. mom's home so she can help fold while im upstair trying to make my room look like a room again.
hope everyone is have a good start to the summer. :) later loves! |
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| ALL *SMILES* |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|04:34 pm] |
i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him...
~Gary Burton Whitted Jr.~ my "G" |
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[Apr. 13th, 2006|07:57 am] |
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can i just say glad and HAPPY i will be when this semester is over! im sooo tired and exhausted overall. I JUST WANT TO GET SOME DAMN REST! |
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| realization |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|12:17 am] |
False friends are like our shadow, keeping close to us while we walk in the sunshine, but leaving us the instant we cross into the shade.
Christian Nestell Bovee
I found this quote and i LOVE it! i'm thankful for having the real friends i have- i'd rather have a few friends than a million acquaintances. too all the REAL ones (half of which will never read this- but to the other half) I LOVE YA'LL. u help me through each hard day. it feels good to know who ur real friends are. |
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[Apr. 4th, 2006|10:41 am] |
yep-def. not gettin paid til the 10th...
baseball would not be my sport- i'm just striking out today. Is it 6 yet? |
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| wit's end |
[Apr. 4th, 2006|09:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | lethargic | ] |
update on the blah feeling....yea it just got worst.
i am seriously stressed the fuck out right now. I woke up feeling a lot better the plan was to go get my laptop (which the tech services decided to disconnect from the network because they said i hadn't sent them a response to their emails. so i took it down last night before I went to poetry and couldn't get it til 8am)...they re-imaged my computer- i lost EVERYTHING! i really could care less about papers and notes and all that. But i lost all my poetry. The ones I've done in class I can regenerate but the other 50+ yeah those are basically lost. And all my pics gones- anything from Novemeber to now gone. No birthday pics, Christmas pics, vacation, valentines, random stuff nothing! And we can forget my music- that was over 700songs there. So like i said I lost everything.
At the moment I'm attempting to write my paper that is due at 9:30 chances are it won't be done then. I'm at the point where I'm about sick of school and I'm seriously ready for a break. Summer can not come quick enough for me. oh by the way- tuition went up again! YAY Meredith. NC State is starting to look really nice right now. But then that mean auditions for my major and that just wouldn't work. My piece is going to be shown in the informal- I was a lil disappointed. That by itself was ok but then as i threw in all the other hell that was going on it started to suck. Maybe I'll get paid today. That would def. help. I seriously need this paycheck..........although I had $100 coming out off gates, so that will leave me with barely anything. damn it. i have the mind to drive home right now. if anyone is lookin for me today and u can't find me- there's a BIG POSSIBLITIY my ass has drove back to southern pines. G didn't work yesterday so of course he's goin today. i just feel like i need to get away. too bad i have 3classes today and im in class til 5. the only part of my day im lookin forward to at this point is pullin up to Holt School Rd. |
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| monday........ |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|01:41 pm] |
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its a rainy monday with thunderstorms and im startin to feel blah. this has to change. |
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| sugadreams |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|12:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ne-Yo When You're Mad | ] |
can i just say that i am in one of the best moods and feel great right now. inspite of all the stressful things going on with deadlines and class and projects and studies....
im satisfied right now.
i love my friends. they make me happy and bring true sunshine to my life. had one great conversation with one of the most amazing friends i have and it was quite rewarding. although when it came down to work i didn't succeed in as much as i wanted to tonight but it ok. i will get in done i did exactly what i need to do tonight relax and do things on my one time. so good for me. now i have to finish chillin out and go to bed. its a long day tomorrow with classes but i have the night to myself thank god! movie night was thrown around at one point but i can't even call it. i don't know about those changes- but hey, its whatever. anyways im rattlin and i should be sleepin.
nite loves sugadreams! |
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| update on the sick puppy...aka ME |
[Mar. 20th, 2006|01:43 am] |
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| | cold | ] |
UPDATE:
im feelin better...ALOT better
had a pretty normal day- was tired though my energy isn't completely back nor is my appetite grrr. i did go to cook out but i just got fries and i didnt eat all of them. chilled with the ladies for a lil bit.
should be goin to bed but im thinking a lil bit. i have to pieces to choreograph and BOTH have some emotional attachment so i need for the movement to have some meanin. think i'll just write then call it a nite- that will at least get me thinking so that i have an idea when i wake up in the mornin. well nite folks.............*MUAH* |
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| finally better..... |
[Mar. 18th, 2006|10:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tv...Girlfriends | ] |
soo after a loong day im finally better. i woke up about 3am tossing and turnin then about 5:30 it went all down hill from there. I was nausea and throwing up with crucial crams. jumping from the window would have been much less painful at that moment. and on top of that i had to work at 7 striking the pit which meant moving and lifting tables and charts and instruments. work took soo much energy- i passed out literally when i got back. i slept off and on til about 1. G kept callin to check on me then told me not to come over because he didn't want me driving on the road feeling weak. and that didn't make it any better because i was lonely here all by myself- it sucked. i spents 9hrs throwin up, crammin, breakin out in cold sweats and cryin. finally about 2 i managed to pull myself together and get out. i went to g's anyway- although we went back and forth about it for about 20minutes on the phone. we took me to the store to get medicine and soup and some other stuff then we went back to the house. i was really cute, him playin nurse and all. he cooked my soup and kept wrappin me up in his blanket. he actually did make me feel better. then Gary made me take a teaspoon of vingear YUCK but it did work. so now im back in the room in the bed again watchin Girlfriends. hopefullly i'll be all better tomorrow. i have no clue what triggered this mom thinks it could be a lil bug, g just was hopin it was a stomach virus. time will tell. as of now i feel ok a lil weak but ok. i just pray i sleep straight through the nite without any type of complications. |
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| frustrated |
[Mar. 16th, 2006|12:16 am] |
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| | worried | ] |
my motherly instinct has seriously kicked in....
and im NOT liking the feelin >:( |
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| umm psyched! |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|11:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | PSYCHED | ] |
although im tired and sore as crap i HAD to do this...
next monday nite at 6 i will be having dinner with poet Ted Kooser (awesome def. head seat at Library of Congress) and Kathryn Byer (yay!)!! i love my poetry class. i can't wait. then they are both doin a readin on tuesday in Jones Chapel.
ok i go rub down my ankle and put my heatin pad on my back- u know writing is much less painful than dance at physically. |
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| good times |
[Mar. 10th, 2006|10:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chill mode | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Alicia Keys "Wild Horses" | ] |
soo its been how long since i updated?? yea
but spring break has been really chill. my baby came home with me for the weekend soo that was fun. then i didn't even leave the house on monday. i did get out the rest of the week- went and chilled at the job, seen laura (yay!!! she's movin into a new apartment 2nite-lol), hung out with mama and papa- like always. so its been a good week. got ALOT of needed rest.
2nite i went a chilled with gabe and a few other people i haven't seen since graduation, much needed. got 2 see him, neil, paige, rachelle, lauren, david and brandon. i left early though- might head back out and go to juice's with em. 2morrow is an early mornin though soo we'll see. im goin to get hair straigthen early b4 the baby shower at 11:30, that is in Holly Springs, so i'll be making a trip to the 919 tomorrow. hmm not lookin forward to that ride really. whitney was comin back to the pines with me but she might not even go, can't call it now. either way im coming back. i wont be back home til Sunday. but until then holla at gyrl...... |
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